She said I\'m not pointing fingers
He said yes you are
Cause you would\'t bring it up if you weren\'t
If I told you I\'ve been walking out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholics words
No i can\'t change what\'s done is done
but I can tell you this
not a day goes by that i don\'t curse myself and all my sins
and i need you to hold on to while this part of me is dieing
No i haven\'t kicked the demons that haunt me
i\'m trying
i\'m trying

She sat down on the floor and said i wish that i was stronger
right now i feel as fragile as glass
and I want to believe you
believe what\'s held you has freed you
and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back
my parents think i\'m crazy for staying here this long
but there\'s nothing more i want for us than to prove to them they\'re wrong
and i don\'t want to be afraid I don\'t want to think you\'re lying
though i haven\'t found the faith that i need
i\'m trying
i\'m trying

He asked do you want me to leave
cause if you do you know I will
but she said much to his disbelief
No I love you still

He said I don\'t know why i\'ve been the fool
but i can tell you this
not a day goes by that i don\'t curse my self and all my sins
then he dropped down to his knees
by now they both were crying
he said I haven\'t been the man I want to be
but I\'m trying
I\'m trying
Oh I\'m trying
Oh I\'m trying